October 04, 2005

i will get used to it

i will get used to it
this falling-in-love thing
i will get used to it
falling in love with this airy thing
falling in love with a dream

i will get used to it
that it will never stay
i will get used to it
the painful awakening each day
these painful awakenings

i will get used to it
my always broken heart
i will get used to it
that my love and I must daily part
that my love and I must part

i will get used to it
although i hate it so
i will get used to it
i would rather hurt than be alone
would i rather be alone

i will get used to it
making my eyes stay shut
i will get used to it
even if i have to make a cut
even if i have to cut

i will get used to it
am i lying to myself
i will get used to it
this partial heaven – this complete hell
this false heaven - this true hell

i will get used to it
while it is bad for health
i will get used to it
who says i am lying to myself
i am lying to myself

i will get used to it
this lying to myself
i will get used to it
like everything else

i will get used to it
i will get used to it
i will get used to it
i will get used to lying to myself

3 Comments:

Blogger Nixie! said...

it's a great poem

11:51 PM  
Blogger PNA said...

" i will get used to " not able to write poetry ........i guess

in lucid language .......at least if u din't mean any thing other than what u said here then i understood..

10:56 PM  
Blogger PNA said...

it is amazing that u write poems on a daily like i pen soen essays...u are great....

11:00 PM  

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