more than welly

i would like       to be there      with you       squeezed       into that space       between       one attosecond       and       the next       where       (i think)       it is timeless       and       it would be       just you and me

would you want       to get lost       in that moment       with me?

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a a a a a a a e e e i i i i i i i i i i o o o o o o o o o o u u u u u

f_r     _s     l_ng     _s     y__     w_nt
_     w_ll

b_t     _ll     _     c_n     d_     n_w     _s
w_rk     _t     g_tt_ng     _nt_     y__r     l_f_
_nd     w_sh     y__     _nt_     m_n_

still learning

to get used to sleep
uncolored by dreams
to go through long stretches
completely devoid of imagination

to unlearn behaviorisms and habits
born of certain experiences
(both the very bad and the very good)

who knows who when what where why or how

then i remember today that
life has no guarantees
and what i'm really learning
still am learning is
to live with that